Just a testimony of drawing near

Last night(February 24th) I felt I really had to get away in my room with the Lord. I was being attacked by doubt in my heart so much,and I just knew I had to get away and draw near unto God. It was awesome. It's funny how thspirit of doubt tries to plant seeds in our hearts, while at the same time,the spirit of God is in our hearts as well(1 corinthians 1:22). With some instances in scripture, the word heart is referred really as the mind, but regardless, our physical minds are connected to our physical hearts. that is another subject though. I went straight into my secret place with god and just sat at the floor, against my dresser, while looking at one of my windows. On top of the dresser was my stereo,and I knew I had my hillsong CD in there(side note: The I heart Revolution CD-double disk-Get it! ) And there was song called"You'll come". I started playing it. Thank God for anointed music to help our souls!I started to sing the song and as I ws singing, I began to weep uncontollably. I had streams of tears flowing from my eyes like rivers,but not of sorrow, but of hope! The Spirit of God inside me filled my heart with hope like never before! I was reminded of the scripture when paul said"Right now three things remain: faith, hope, and love.." (1 cor. 13:13) and this also,"Now may God, the source of hope, fill you with all joy and peace as you believe, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." I said to myself of what peace I had inside my whole body.It was amazing!! Jesus really boosted me that night. It didn't take us to do some great act or religious act to get god's attention,all it took was drawing near unto god and being transparent with him. the spirit had shown me that if we just do that during these times of trouble and the end times as a whole, we will not lose that connection with the Lord IF we stay submitted unto him.